Reflections
Those of you who know me very well, know how important church and my relationship with God is to me. In fact I had felt a very strong calling to serve somehow. That calling strengthened even more during this past winter when I joined the Stephen Ministry. I was in my Stephen Ministry class on Monday nights and I was in a Disciple bible study class on Tuesday nights. Doing this was invigorating for me. I really felt connected to my Lord and to the church in a very positive way. I was full of joy and felt God’s presence in my life very strongly. I also felt a strong calling to be involved wherever I was needed. I likened the feeling to “busting at the seams” with my love for God.
This summer I have been feeling a bit out of sorts with that. Once these classes were over, I felt lost… I suddenly found myself struggling to recognize that joyful feeling. Yes, we have a monthly Stephen Ministry supervision meeting where we have continuing education, fellowship, small group meetings, and a monthly devotional - and I do leave there feeling full of joy again, but it doesn’t seem to last the month. And yes, we have church on Sundays,which always uplifts me and does get me through the week, but I guess I need more.
I think about my faith all the time. I pray at least daily. I am excited about the Disciple II class coming up this fall - I think that will help. Don’t get me wrong, I still have my love for God, that will never change!
But tonight while at my monthly Stephen Ministry meeting, the devotion reading really struck a cord with me. You see, I have always felt God’s presence all around me. I can see God’s grace in everything. From the smallest of things like the hummingbird that hovered at my window this morning looking right at me to the amazing beauty Jay and I see when we are out hiking and of the world around us. I have always thought of these things as God’s earthly rewards to us.
But back to the devotional. I will probably leave out the most important part of it, but in essence it was to look for “God Finds” in our lives. A “God Find” can be walking your dog on a beautiful morning and noticing the beauty around you. It can be the unexpected smile from a stranger. It can be helping someone on the side of the road and the appreciation they show. It can be someone helping you on the side of the road and the appreciation you feel and express. Seeing the joy in the things and people around you.
What do you do with your “God Finds”? Jot them down in a notepad. Then, when you are feeling hopeless, or struggling, or simply having a bad day, revisit your “God Finds” in your notebook and give thanks.
I hope I explained this in a way to do it justice. I also hope and pray that you will be able to see “God Finds” around you. I know I will…
Had a great Art Fair / Farmers Market last weekend. Pat and Joe came down and spent Friday evening before the big event. We just hung out on the patio and had a great dinner and really nice conversation. While we were out there, a BIG spider, it looked like the wolf spiders we used to get in MI, came running (yes running) across the patio when I was trying to grill! Of course I screamed like a girl, but Jay came to the rescue and stepped on it (gross).






